Jan. 2nd 2004 Well its the second day of the year, Friday. I have to go back to work today which is bad enough, another year starts on the grindstone. Depression has set in now. I am suppose to be quitting smoking, which I have failed at so far. My wife once again is disappointed, I feel guilty. Not only am I not doing the butt out thing but the rest of my life is a shambles as well. My children are the only bright lights in my life right now, but it doesn't seem to be enough to keep me on tr...

Jan 1st 2004 Well a new year has begun and like most new years I'm trying to change myself, for the better of course. The day started off really good, I got up late in the morning, had coffee played around with the kids a bit. I went out to buy some wood for the fireplace so that we could enjoy a nice fire on new years day. The wife barely scrapped enough together to get it down at 7-11. I'm supposed to quit smoking today. I have been doing quite well with it so far and only smoked 2 cigs sin...